Just so you know...
Real happiness comes from inside. Nobody can give it to you. ♥
{♥} Saturday, October 30, 2010
30.10.10
Today is the day..
I hope everything will goes smoothly as plan.
I am going to be busyy today...
Ok guys.
See you soon.....
Taaaadaaarr~
7:00 AM
{♥} Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Happy Birthday to my
Dearest lil Riianna!!!!~
May all your dreams comes true Saayaanng!!~
You will always be in my heart..
Mwarkx!!!~
2:07 PM
{♥} Monday, October 25, 2010
I didn't know that people think highly of me.
Thanks to you irritating pest. =)
I totally can't wait for this Saturday!!!!~
Extremely EXCITED!!!!!!
4:17 PM
{♥} Friday, October 22, 2010
Today's post will be kinda wordyy.
Recently. i never take alot of pictures due to my laziness.
I have made a decision to forget everything abt it, and move on with my life. Sooner or later, I am going to make the announcement.
I think it has been a long time that I didn't go for shopping. Cos I need to save and save. I am not going to care what people gonna say abt me. Let me live with my own simple life. I already have everything. I got my own Iphone, my own laptop, my own PSP, my own Nitendo DS, my own digital camera and etc. Too many to mention. So, it is time for me to think about settling down. I have a a wishlist to fulfil too. But, I will only fulfil it after I have settled down.
Actually, I am kinda worried about my future. I am so afraid that I can't make it in life. I want to have a good prospect in my life. Currently, I think I am learning how to be independent. I am sure I can stand on my own feet.
Yesterday, I went to have dinner with one of my colleague, Sis Adriana at our usual place. I love it when we meet up, cos she will always give me a very useful advice for my future. We met not for gossiping but to share our probs and what we had gone through. I would love to go to her cos she is matured enough. Well, she is 35 this year. I am proud of her actually. Certain people at that age, still wants to flirt around eventhough they are already married and have kids. I hope, I wouldnt be like that when I reach at that age. Nauzubillah.
I am currently feeling very sleepy. How I wish I can be at home and sleep.
Ok, i shall stop for today. Gonna update my bloggy tomorrow.
Taadaaarr!!!~
10:41 AM
{♥} Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Recently, I am feeling so tense at work. Residents at work place is totally persistent. Being nice to them, they will take advantage of it, being nasty to them, of cos i cant do that. SOmetimes, this situation makes me hate my job so much. I have treid to be postive, but sometimes, i am not able to make it. So tense!!!
See the picture below. That was a get away trip to KL and Genting Highlands on June 2010. I think that will be the last trip for now. I guess, for these upcoming years, i have a few commitments so need to save and save my money. I am so so gonna miss traveling. -.-
Us in our Suites~
Currently, i am sitting in my office. Suddenly, Ria, my lil cuzen, strikes in my mind. She is effing adorable you know. Geram nyer aku ngn budak ni.
RiiiAA~ Ok lah. I wanna continue with my work. I will update again tomorrow~
Taaadaaar!!~
11:09 AM
{♥} Sunday, October 17, 2010
Sorry lerr!!~
Forget to wish:-
Deepest condolences to Aunty Suma and Family!!!~
So terFORGET!!!~
Jgn marahh okk~
1:00 AM
{♥} Saturday, October 16, 2010
I just find them totally adorable!!~
Hearts them whole heartedlyy.
The Most Pampered One, Dzaqwan~
The Most Irresistable One, Wazif~ The Most Cheery One, Aqillah~ The Most Active One, Khaliesya Zulfah~
I love them all~
Mwwaarkxx!!~
10:03 AM
{♥} Friday, October 15, 2010
10.10.10, a nice date indeed.
Majority were having a meaningful moments on this date. Lots of wedding bells are ringing on this very date. For me, it was such a tragedy. My most quiet and humble aunt has passed away on that date. Uncle Zai's Family including Aunty Nora's Family were having sorrow moments.
I felt a pinch too because, Uncle Zai and Late Aunty Mimi regard me like their own daughter. They are always looking foward to the events that I will organized.
Especially my birthday, since the day I am very close to them, they have never fail to celebrate it with me and Dzaqwan. My last celebration with Late Aunty mimi was my 21st Birthday, on 24.07.10,they actually knew how upset I was on that day. But, nevertheless, their presence really cheered me up. I have lots of upcoming plan, indeed she was very eager about it. When I got to know she was pregnant, all of us were filled with joy. Unfortunately, the joy we had, is just temporary.
Late Aunty Mimi left us on 10.10.10 due to the blood clot thingyy. I am not sure how to elaborate more. I was very shocked and quickly rushed to the hospital. My first thought was, Aqillah. Her only daughter. But what to do, Allah loves her more. I am going to love and care for Aqillah, just like my own lil sister. She is too young to know anything.
My deepest condolences to Uncle Zai, Aqillah, Aunty Nora's and Family also Aunty Suma's Family too. Sometimes, we have to learn how to let go of the person that we really loved.
Al-Fatehah for Late Aunt, Noor Lelah Bte Manap.
Amin.
10:29 AM
{♥} Saturday, October 9, 2010
Heeyyy-llooo~
21 years of my life, i have never celebrate my Biological dad's Birthday. Also, I have never go for dinner with them. Just them. I have always hope for one.
On 03.10.10, my dreams comes true! We went out to have reunion dinner at Sakura Cuisine cum celebrating Daddy Eddy's Birthday. No words can describe how happy I was at that point of time. Daddy teared upon cutting his mini birthday cake because that was our first reunion dinner and also celebrating his birthday together.
Photo Taken Together
Actually, lots of pictures was being taken. I have already upload it to my facebook. So, feel free to view it!!!
Ok I shall stop for now.
See you soon~
10:14 AM
{♥} Friday, October 8, 2010
I know it is impossible...
But no one can stop me from loving you....
Dedicated for Just For You~
10:46 AM
{♥} Thursday, October 7, 2010
Hello~
Today is exactly 1 year after the tragedy had happened.
It still clings on on my mind.
The people whom have supported me throughout.
Thanks so much.
Without all of you, I know I wudnt be strong.
I also wanna thank someone, but just cudnt, cos we are not contacting each other anymore. If you are reading my blog. "Thanks so much for your support." You know that I am missing you. Best Wishes in your life.
Before i forget, her birthday was on 05.10.10 but still, I wanna with my dearly cousin a Happy Belated 16th Birthday!! Best wishes to you my dear... Loves you to the max!!!~ Mwarks!!~
Happy Belated 16th Birthday iiFAH!!!
2:36 PM
{♥} Saturday, October 2, 2010
When it comes to realise that,
People has never appreciate my efforts.
I hate that feelings.~
10:49 AM
That Lady.
welcome to LADYiirah's Diary♥
-21 yrs young-
-24.07.89,first cry-
-simple ladyy-
-fickle-minded-
-can be chatty-
-currently working-
Feel free to visit my facebook!!
I have cleared my wishing list.
I am engaged. I had a loving and caring fiance.
Everyone knows how much we love each other.
I am getting married anytime soon.
I am gonna make it a dream one that me and fiance will never forget.
I am gonna have my own house in 4 years time.
I am gonna make it like a palace even the space i had is small.
Syukur Alhamdulilah, my life is nearly complete.