Dearest Blog,
It has been so long that I didn’t manage to update. Well, my life has been going through lots of ups and down. I hope I will always be strong enough to go through all this.
Sometimes, when I am alone, I always think about the past. Those good memories and also unpleasant memories. Those times when we go out together, having dinner together, going through the hardship together, merely everything we do is TOGETHER. Now, it is all gone. And I mean GONE.
How I wish I could turn back time. I am feeling so down currently. Why should I go through all these? A retribution for my mistakes? Maybe yes. Yar, my past mistakes. But I have changed. Can’t you actually accept it? I can’t blame you afterall. I know I did a mistake and you won’t forgive me for my mistakes. But for once last time, I plead u. Please forgive me. Please. =(
Well, I am feeling so bored at home while you are enjoying out there. Haiz.
Sometimes, I just feel like running away from all these shits.
Ok. I am gonna have my dinner. More update will be later.
See yar.