{♥} Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I am feeling down.
My boyfriend has been ignoring me.
I dunno WHY.
I hate this feelings!
5:04 PM
{♥} Thursday, February 18, 2010
Hello.
Im back again. As you guys can see, I have changed my blogskin. I guess it is kinda common. I wanna make my own blogskin, but I am a comp idiot. Hahaha. Nevetheless, got no time to explore. I just finished my long weekends. Tired tired tired.
I got nothing to post for now. I am just slacking in the office. I am so super bored cos my partner was on leave for today. Wondering when should I take my very very first leave of the year. Hahaha. Work can be so sucky at times. Hahahaha.
I just realized something. I am so afraid of losing my boyfriend. Every argument occurs between us, that’s the most im afraid of. Well, I hope everything goes smoothly. Hmmm.. Simply said, I love my boyfriend very very much. Hahaha…
Ok, im gonna continue with my work. See you soon…
10:17 AM
{♥} Thursday, February 4, 2010
Hello readers.
Here, i am blogging again. Currently, I am feeling so down. If it is not Hari Raya Haji, I wudnt want to go back home. I dunno why. But I just dun like to see the situation there. I HATE the way they treat me. If u have read my older post, once, I were in deep difficulties. I had no one to support me, I cant even stay at my own home. I am very lucky to have my Paksu and family. Not forgetting my love. They were the one who always there to support and help me. And I mean no one EXCEPT THEM. At that point of time, I was staying at their house. I enjoyed being there, with the kids around. However, Kak Yana, Abg Azul and my love persuaded me to go back home. I was reluctant at first cos I jus dislikes feeling down. Nevertheless, Hari Raya Haji, I decided to go back home with a heavy heart. I know, I wudnt enjoy going back. Haiz.. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I had an arguement with my Mama. She blame me for all the things I never did to that FUCKING KID. Well u see. Mama ask me to take care for that FUCKING KID a while cos she needs to have her prayers. So I did follow her instructions. Suddenly, that FUCKING KID cried. I just dunno why. I guess, she wants her milk. But, the water was not boiled yet. So I just ask her to keep quiet and continue watching the tv. Suddenly, when Mama had done with her prayers, Mama ask that FUCKING KID what happen. Guess wad. That FUCKING KID told Mama that I have beaten her. Wad the hell!!!! I straight away tell her off but indeed Mama chose not to believe me. Well, what can i say. For the first time, I saw a 2 year old toddler who had LIED! What the hell!! I was so pissed off. I just packed my bag and just get out from that house. I am very angry and feeling down at the same time. I cant say anything cos she is just a kid. So let it be. I got no say.
Ya Allah, please keep me strong in facing all these obstacles. Amin.
To the BUSYBODY CLAN in my families, You are free to spread around my post. Cos I dun owe u people a life!!! So you can FARK OFF!
Peace. =)
Here, i am blogging again. Currently, I am feeling so down. If it is not Hari Raya Haji, I wudnt want to go back home. I dunno why. But I just dun like to see the situation there. I HATE the way they treat me. If u have read my older post, once, I were in deep difficulties. I had no one to support me, I cant even stay at my own home. I am very lucky to have my Paksu and family. Not forgetting my love. They were the one who always there to support and help me. And I mean no one EXCEPT THEM. At that point of time, I was staying at their house. I enjoyed being there, with the kids around. However, Kak Yana, Abg Azul and my love persuaded me to go back home. I was reluctant at first cos I jus dislikes feeling down. Nevertheless, Hari Raya Haji, I decided to go back home with a heavy heart. I know, I wudnt enjoy going back. Haiz.. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I had an arguement with my Mama. She blame me for all the things I never did to that FUCKING KID. Well u see. Mama ask me to take care for that FUCKING KID a while cos she needs to have her prayers. So I did follow her instructions. Suddenly, that FUCKING KID cried. I just dunno why. I guess, she wants her milk. But, the water was not boiled yet. So I just ask her to keep quiet and continue watching the tv. Suddenly, when Mama had done with her prayers, Mama ask that FUCKING KID what happen. Guess wad. That FUCKING KID told Mama that I have beaten her. Wad the hell!!!! I straight away tell her off but indeed Mama chose not to believe me. Well, what can i say. For the first time, I saw a 2 year old toddler who had LIED! What the hell!! I was so pissed off. I just packed my bag and just get out from that house. I am very angry and feeling down at the same time. I cant say anything cos she is just a kid. So let it be. I got no say.
Ya Allah, please keep me strong in facing all these obstacles. Amin.
To the BUSYBODY CLAN in my families, You are free to spread around my post. Cos I dun owe u people a life!!! So you can FARK OFF!
Peace. =)
8:41 PM
{♥} Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Hey all, i am enjoying every bits and pieces of my life.
Work
As per usual, it has been very very busy. Roslin has already left the site. I have a new partner, Joey. She is so adorable and a fun companion. A very fast learner too. Nevertheless, we gonna miss Roslin too. Hmm.... Those picture below was taken in my office. Usually, this is what we do to DESTRESS. Hahaha.
Abg Zein & KK Lee
Roslin, Joey & ME
Abg Zein & ME
I had lots of fun with them. But it is just the people there. So, I dunno should i LOVE my job or HATE my job. Haiizz....
Time Check: 05:08pm
Need to do my work.
BYE!
4:31 PM
